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Was working halfway and then it suddenly dawned upon me an incident that happened about a month plus ago. Though it has been 1 month plus, but it is still affecting me even till now I must say.

I cannot treat it as though nothing had happened, or I have not heard of anything. To be honest, I did not expect such a blunt reply. Even if so, I did not expect the reason behind it. It just does not make any sense to me and I could not put a link to it.. as much as I tried to understand why that person think it that way.

I was angry initially, then grew into great disappointment after that. Really.

I was disappointed that the person did not give me a chance to explain myself before this person gave me the reply. 

Disappointed by way too many things.

To the point I am thinking if this is what friends are for.

Honestly I think, if it had been someone else who had asked the person the same question, the person would probably have a different reply.

I am not sure how I am going to handle my feelings for this.

All I know is, it definitely has a great impact on me even till now and I am just suppressing it.
I do not like to force people to do things beyond their wishes so I have settled for other people anyway.

Day 24 of Program

Dear blog, 

it's Day 24 of my Program now and I have lost 5.1 kgs!

I can't believe it myself that within 3 weeks, I have hit the 5kg mark. It really doesn't come easy. I am very impressed with myself that I am able to hold on till now. 

Another week more to go till a month into my Program! :)

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Will  be flying over to the Philippines this coming Saturday. Super duper excited over it.

Just in time for me to take a break away from work! I need this so badly.

Villa for Bali trip in April booked. 

Took me so long to do all the research and finally settled on one. As usual I am the one deciding and boy just gave me a budget to it.  

Next trip after Bali... Boy's mentioning it might be New Zealand.

Will consider!

Day 19 of Program

Dear blog,

it is 19 days since my Program and I have lost 4.4 kg!

So proud of myself and still losing weight every single day. There are times I gave in to temptations but I am so glad I did not overeat. Just that little to satisfy that occasional cravings. And then making up for it on other occasions.

Almost half of my target of 10 kg lost! And am even barely 1 month into the Program. The whole Program lasts for 3 months and I am so excited to see the results after that.

Jia You! :)

Day 10 of Program

Dear blog, it's Day 10 into the Program now and I have lost 3.3 kg! 
Can't believe that I am seeing the scale going down because it's been practically going up most of the time.

80 more days to go!

:)

Day 8 of Program

Dear blog, it's Day 8 of my Program now and I have lost 2.5 kg!

Have not yet seen a significant change in my body size at the moment because I am too "meaty".

I guess I need to reach like at least 5 to 6 kg loss before seeing a change in my size.

Going on!

Day 4 of Program

Dear blog, it has been 4 days since i started my program and I have lost 1.9 kg!

Am still persevering on because it really means resisting a lot of temptations. Very not easy for someone like me who loves to eat that much. 

Of course along the way there are sacrifices I have to make.. like forgoing for drinking sessions with colleagues etc because I am not supposed to drink anymore during this period of time.. But for my own good it's okay!

Hopefully at the end of 3 months I will be used to a healthier diet! :)

Having confidence in myself!

24th Jan 2015

Settled the most important part, the venue!

Will be held at Marriott Hotel 24th Jan 2015 :)

Today I will be taking up a program.. and hopefully it works for me. After all the thoughts, I decided to give it a try. Does not come cheap.. but no pain no gain.

I leave this space for more updates on it!

Hehh.

Preparations.

After a serious talk on the differences we are facing, we finally managed to sort it all out and agree that we should be doing what we believe in and not let external factors affect us. Glad we managed to talk it out and come to a consensus together.

Meanwhile, preparations for the big day starts! And I am getting more excited now. (:

Wedding venue.

After very serious discussion and consideration of all factors, we agreed on lunch instead of dinner. Not mainly just on cost factor, but also on the long hours if we chose dinner. Both of us are the chop chop kind and prefer to finish it fast instead of dragging it through the day and making us very tired the whole day. Though I have to say I would still prefer dinner due to the "atmosphere" and feel, but come to think of it I do not think I will fully enjoy myself if I were to be that tired. So wedding lunch it will be!

Venue wise.. after a viewing of several hotels, we are now more inclined towards Marriott. Superb location, near to the MRT, totally sheltered in the event of rain, nice ambience and most importantly, we loved the Grand Ballroom they are offering us for our 18 to 20 tables. Love the grandness of the whole place and even to the reception area, everything was so grand. 

Wedding Date. 

November would be too rush for us to prepare so we would actually prefer December 2014 or January 2015. All the Saturdays for Dec 2014 were fully taken up so we were left with only January 2015. He leaves me to decide on the date so I would most probably choose 24th January 2015.

Pre-Wedding Photo Shoot.

We will be having 2 pre-wedding photoshoots. First in the Philippines this coming Feb and the next in Singapore. He wants to do it in these 2 countries because there is a meaning to it. Even the photoshoot style which we will be doing is different from others. And the suit color he is choosing.. OMG.

I think he is more hiao than me.....

Meanwhile my simple gown is still in the making.. Decided to tailor made one for myself :)

Needa buy heels and accessories!

Bridal Package

I do not think we are taking up any bridal packages at the moment.. We would most likely be doing it ala-carte because he wants it different from others. Might cost more but we have not really calculate how much more it will cost. 

There are still many more things to plan.. but I am enjoying it! Can be quite stressed at times though.

Looking forward to the big day˜

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On a side note, I noticed that I have been travelling too much.. Just went Batam in November, then Bintan in December, Batam again in January, Philippines in Feb, Bali in April and then now we are considering New Zealand in August.

I need more money!!