At this point in time, I really felt like having a friend to sit with me and say nothing except to listen to my cries. Then I realized there is no one I can call to.
How could I have done to make things better in the first place?
No answer no matter how many times I asked myself this question.
Maybe I should keep quiet.
On a side note, every single comment made I take it to heart even though I may appear not.
You have no idea how it affects me day by day, bit by bit to the point I am finally breaking down now.
I hate myself.
