♥ Thy Lady

Yes. I went to school today, because of you.

I went to school last weekend, because of you.

I dont mind the waiting.

Alot of things i dont mind.

I know your reasons. And in case you do not know, i understand.

But, i dont wish to explain anymore.

My fault. Lets just blame everything on me.

Is there no other way to solve it?

Is it going to continue like this, as long as it takes?

I saw an abstract in the newspaper today. It goes something like that - "I try to make my son feel special. I try to make him see that everything i do is for him. When i had to make a choice between taking a day's leave to send him to school on his first day or between going to work, i chose him. When i had to make a choice between socializing with my friends or spending time with him, i chose him. All i want is just to make him feel special, and that he is important to me. I will also allocate certain days just for him, to bring him out spending time with him. In this way, on the other days where im not spending time with him, he understands it and keeps to his own promises. All these that i have done for him, is the main reason why we have such a special bond."

How i wish, i could feel special too..

I have so many things to say and explain. But im too tired to say it over and over again.. Im not demanding, seriously. I dont mind not going out with you on dates anymore. I dont mind not having you with my during my breaks anymore. I dont mind not having lunch with you anymore. I dont mind waiting long hours for you anymore. I dont mind you not having time to talk to me on the phone anymore. I dont mind you not listening to my problems anymore. I dont mind you accusing me anymore. I dont mind you blowing your temper at me anymore. Everything and everything, i dont mind anymore. All i want, is just a word of concern from you..

Im tired of all these for now.

I have nothing to argue now..

Im not going to be demanding anymore, if this is how you think of me, and want of me.

Well, you won. And you should be happy, that finally, you are able to make a girl feel so miserable and bad about herself, instead of the other way round.

I must have been the foolishnest girl on earth.