♥ Thy Lady

It's hard being the girl behind you.
Though easy it may seem, but it requires a brand new me.
Im not used to it, neither am i accustomed to it.
And the effort is, tremendous.

Patience, is all i gave.
It doesnt comes easily, especially when it's from me.
But do you even know that i exist?

You took my presence for granted
Because of the time i gave
But have you ever,
set aside time for me in your diary?

I was aware,
of your family,studies and friends
But i have not request much,
just that you will appreciate what i have done, thus far.

It's a challenge to be with you,
with the obstacles i had to cross
and the tolerance i had to give
My endurance ever so high
Are you aware, of what you are putting me through?

I wasnt recognised
neither was i treated rightly
In front of your friends, i was nothing.
Do you care, the amount of pain i once felt.

You are afraid
And you are hiding
But, how does it feel,
to not face up to your feelings?

It's hard, to be with you.
It's hard, to like you.
It's hard to be the girl behind you.
When will you take my sorrows away?