Christmas Day Post

Merry Christmas to all!! :)

I spent my Christmas day with dear and his family at his house this year. There was a splendid feast and that's what I have been looking forward to ever since his mum invited me for the party. Initially was kinda reluctant to go because I felt shy.. Haha but everything turned out to be just fine! I enjoyed myself really much, especially the exchanging presents part. Stupid dear, I knew all along what he was up to in his mind, and I'm right!

Anyway like I said, the food was great. There were spaghetti, ham, turkey, stewed beef, chocolate corn flakes, fruit salad which tastes like heaven and most importantly, chocolate fountain fondue! Eat until I am so happy.

However somewhere during the opening presents part, something led me to think of my unhappy memories again. I saw and felt how close their family was.. and even an outsider like me can feel the love that his parents shower to him and his sister. They are willing to give their children anything they want as long as it is useful to them. I know it's not right to compare, but I can't help it..

Then there's this another incident that left me feeling a little down. I was a little disappointed by his reply. When his sister asked him that question, all he did was to use the plate and tap gently on his sister's head. At that point of time, I wished he had given a reply, but no.. So.. who am I?

A friend.....?

It was not a great feeling to be treated this way. It's that feeling I hate. :(

An anonymous girl.

While I was having dinner with my brother and his girlfriend, we had a little quarrel over the stupid ladle thing. It led me to think that well, who is exactly the girl that is related to him by blood? Why do I feel that he treats his gf much better than he treats me? Or perhaps I should say, it's the truth. Like what I told my mum before, if we were to jump into the sea, he would have left me to die and save his gf first..

There's so much so much things to be sad about.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

God please stop giving me so much problems I can hardly take it anymore.

Same people, different treatment.

Mood: Sad

Just had a quarrel with my mum.

Me: I got something to discuss with you, but you cannot be angry.
Her: What? Must be something up to no good.
Me: Want to ask if I can buy a new phone cause' my phone has some problems already..
Her: You want to buy dont buy so expensive one, save some money for yourself.
Me: But I will have to upgrade my plan to iphone plan.
Her: UPGRADE?! How much?
Me: $36/mth.
Her: (Shouting at me) Please la you. I already paying for a lot of things already and you still want to add on to my burden. You know plus gst everything one month can make up to $40 anot?! My salary already not alot, what you want me to do!!
Me: I can make up for the additional $10 by giving $10 to you every month. If not I can pay for my own phone bill..
Her: (Shout) Your money also I give you one what! You think you alot of money is it?
Me: I got teach tuition one, I still can afford to give $10 every month what.
Her: (Shouting and ranting all the way...) @#$$YU*&*&^*&#!!

Actually I understand the plight that my family is in now.. Thats why I wanted to discuss with her before I buy the phone.. but it seems like she doesnt want to speak to me nicely..

Since young, I have always been deprived of material things as compared to my brother. He always has the latest games, handphones etc.. all bought by my parents when he was still schooling. He doesn't even have to work part-time to buy what he want. What about me.. the handphones.. crayons i used in secondary school etc, I bought them using my own money which I saved. I even remembered asking my mum why my brother do not have to use his money but I have to, and got scolded for some reason in the end. Then now, as I am still schooling I even had to teach 2 tuitions to earn my own allowance, despite my already very tight schedule in school.

I still remember once, for my Sec 4 graduation day @ some hotel.. Each student is required to pay $50 for the ticket. So thinking of lessening my mum's burden, I went home and told my mum that the ticket costs $50 and that it is v. expensive. Without listening to what I was about to say next, she scolded me and told me that she has no money. I cried after that, because I had wanted to tell her that I can pay for the ticket myself.

I am not blaming my parents. They are really good to me. I guess the reason why is because they just wanted me to learn to depend on myself. But... there's too many buts. Every family has their own problems.

Sometimes I wonder, is it because of one person's selfishness in the family that the whole family has to suffer? I do not wish to elaborate more on this... He really hasnt contribute enough to help the family more.. despite him being the son.

A sad post..

忽然间, 我对我们的未来感到茫然. 是错噩感让我从所谓的梦境醒悟到, 原来我步入了错误的途径, 一开始就注定失败. 或许我应该放手, 但..曾经经历过的风风雨雨不是说放手就能放.. 我害怕这一切会失败. 怎么办, 我是应该勇敢向着白茫茫的未来继续走, 还是果断地做出一个了断...?

I am at a lost. Show me a future.. Show me we can. Tell me and assure me that all the worries that I am having are nothing, and that we can both work it out together, will you?

Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.

:'(

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:(

This Christmas..

2007: Christmas was a sad one because something big and bad happened.. :( Was invited to a party, but was only invited at almost 10p.m.. So Christmas was spent at home, watching television..

2008: Christmas was spent at Si Xuan's house.


2009: Si Xuan went overseas.. Smsed Fumin if she had any dates on Christmas but I was too late. Him.. I dont even have to ask because it's a definite nono. :( So, the only way I am spending this "joyous" occasion will be to stay at home.. Come to think of it I find myself so pathetic.

It's been years and years ever since I have spent Christmas out with anyone, and not even once with him. Because yes, family is important. Well.. I have nothing to say.

Bernard just called me for a short talk. The last time I saw him was the steamboat gathering with Marilyn and him. Asked him about SP's people and not forgetting the China girl. Seems like they were pretty impressed with her work efficiency. Damnn.

Did a nice wall paper for my clique ppl plus the 2 guys. :)

Well, I just had a minor conflict with him. Yea it's over small little things and he's still at it although I have apologised. He doesn't know what I always do after quarrelling. Does he care?

Anyway, I have just completed my Industrial Attachment 1 week ago and slacking at home is not a good way of passing time. But I can't seem to find any job in such a short period of time! Bored to death. Death. Death!

I miss SP's people.. the colleagues who worked and guided me for the past 5 months. Really really nice people! Sent my thanks to them.. :)

Suddenly I felt so old. I walked on the streets one day and realised I dont seem to be as youthful as the youngsters out there. Even an adult in the mid twenties looked and behave younger than me. Oh my, what have become of me. Is it because of my dressing, or it's just my imagination??

P.S: Fumin ahhhhh, you want to go genting with me maaaah. Free hotel lehz. Hahahaa. =P

*Post 21st Birthday Post*

Hello all! Hahaa sheepish smile ")

Today is the 29.10.2009. Therefore I'm here to give an update on my birthday party and celebration status.

Well, we had our 21st birthday party last week and it was a great & fun one! Though some ppl pang seh us.. hahaha (no offence), but we still had loads of fun laughing like mad and taking endless photos. The best part was our forfeits with the attachment students. Though tired, but it was a fun experience as it's actually my first time having a birthday party!* Anyway, I would like to thank all who came down that day to celebrate our birthdays with us! Thanks dearies!*

Received loads of presents.. Adiddas Jacket (JC Clique), Puma Wallet + Cropped Tee + Earrings (Brother & Felicia), LV Bag(Parents), Diamond Necklace (Rikki), Cute Organiser + Cute Diary (Attachment students) as well as a Sweet Handphone Strap (Bernard & Marilyn).. Love all the presents! First time I received sooo many presents in my 21 years of life. Happy :)

Thanks all once again!*

Okay, so on the actual date of my birthday, which happens to fall on a tuesday (27.10.09), my senior technical officer was nice enough to bring me and marilyn out to site and treat us to some nice breakfast. Then after work, I went down to meet Rik for dinner at NanBanTei @ Far East Plaza. This restaurant is known for its very authentic Japanese food and as far as I know, reservations have to be made before we can dine in. The food was best. Best until I can say it is the best Jap food that I have eaten so far. All the money is worth it. The sashimi, the grill sticks, the corn. Best!!

Rik told me no photographs is allowed inside, but i managed to steal some shots. Hahahaa.

Yup after a nice dinner, we head down to borders cafe for a nice drink and desert. A short, simple and sweet birthday celebration but I appreciate it. Thanks! (:

Photos time!

Birthday Month!

Now I realise how it feels to stay at home all day and do nothing. Only one word to describe - Bored! Somehow have the feeling of swollen and bloated from all the sleeping.

Rik called me in the afternoon to go for a swimming session but I rejected upon hearing that we will be going to woodlands swimming complex. Hated going swimming complexes during weekends because I am always kicking those kids having swimming lesson. Very irritated by it. So we decided to go swimming on weekdays instead. :)

October is Birthday Month! I think I feel like I am the only one organising everything leh.. No offence to fumin and weijing ah. K la have some stuffs to tell fumin here. Fumin, the cake thing I have decided to order from P.O.S.H at Dhoby Xchange. So on Fri, you and weijing will head down to Dhoby Xchange there to order the cake k. Ask for a quotation from them for a cake enough for 20 pax. I believe it should not be more than 70 bucks. Then ask for customisation for 21st Birthday. Also, they will ask you to write down what you want to include on the cake plus any designs that you like. Just draw for them whatever you guys like. Lastly, choose the chewy chocolate (very important!) and the design (Maybe M&M's or Marshmallow). Most importantly, the cake has to be ready for collection on the 17th Oct (Sat), cause they are not open on a Sunday.. then either bring home to keep first or leave it at the minds cafe since it's quite near from dhoby ghaut. This cake is definitely worth it. Damn yummy!!! :) :) :)

You can go to this website to take a look and choose the design as well.. http://eposh.net/

BY the way just to emphasize here again.

Event of the Year 2009: 21st Birthday Party of Yu Ling, Fumin and Wei Jing

Date: 18th of October (Sunday)

Venue: Minds Cafe Level 3 (Boat Quay Road near Raffles Mrt Station)

Time: 4pm to 8pm.

Dress Code: Ladies - Dresses, Men - Jeans and Long Sleeved Collar Shirt (Strictly no slippers and bermudas allowed! HaaAhhhAA)

What to expect: Endless laughter and fun-filled games! Buffet as well as birthday cake! We have already booked the whole level 3 of Minds Cafe so yea scream all you want! Oh ya pls dont be late ahh cuz I want to play games. Only got 4 hours lehh. LoL.

My wishlist as I have promised: 1) Adidas Jacket - Already bought on behalf of JC mates. 2) Wallet (Hot pink or black) 3) Branded bag - Mommy 4) Money - Daddy 5) Make up brushes / kit

I know it's a boliao wish list. LOL.

Life.

Life has been hard. And the truth is - the world is just as superficial.

I wish i have the freedom of speech to express what I want, but I cant.

I hated life so much I wanted to end it.

Everyday is just as unhappy.

Unhappy.

Unhappy.

Unhappy.

Random Post

I'm sitting at my desk in the office right now, with pretty much nothing to do. Actually have la, but ya, you know what happens when no one is around in the office. Wasting time away. Touching up on my presentation slides and cracking my head on how the whole ExxonMobil skid works.

Anyway, Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest Si Xuan! Hope you like the encyclopedias that we bought for you although I still think it's a waste of money! HahahhaA. :)

After 2.5 months of internship in the engineering field, I suddenly have a little passion in this line. As it not really alot, but it's quite a good line to be in anyway. Though it can be really technical at times, but ok la, I don't hate it as much anymore. Nonetheless, I would still like to venture into something new in the future, if given the opportunity.

I am not as independent as you think I am, I do not have an attitude and I treat you too nicely. So, why me? What exactly do you want?

Oh ya, I will put up a wishlist up here soon. So do stay tuned!

Photos taken in company when things go boring. HaaHaaa.

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Ya Ya 3 whole months I didn't blog!

Got reason why I did not blog one k. Firstly because I am currently doing my internship so most of the time I am too lazy to blog. Secondly because I did not bring my laptop home as I always left it in the office. So dont blame me!

Now I think I should talk a little about my internship life. But, at the same time I am a little afraid that some of my colleagues might chance upon my blog. Maybe I will try to be more reserved in how I phrase things.

Alright, so far I have been working in Singapore Power for 2 months. I will not deny that the experience gained here thus far has been very enriching. I have been lucky enough to be thrown with work to do and be able to visit sites and Jurong Island. Moreover, the people there are very nice and the welfare is good.

BUT, one sentence to sum up how I truly feel. "People matter the looks more than the abilities they have." I do not wish to touch more on that but fumin should know how I feel. It's so fucking irritating.

Anyway, I love going travelling with my friends. I think everyone felt very happy when we went Genting together the other time. Another place I would like to visit again is BANGKOK! Hahahaha. :)

I haven't been blogging ever since dear's back - almost 2 weeks. HahAha have been busy going out with him playing daidee around Singapore wherever we went.

Well, I noticed that ever since he came back, it seems like everywhere we go is so boring. And the only common thing we do when we went out is always movies and dinner.

I will be starting my attachment real soon, like on the 6th of July. Bye Bye to school life and exams for one semester and oh i love it. Have not really shop for any office wear and i wonder if i could wear short short mini skirts to work. HAHAA.

Recently, just got to know that another cousin of mine who is residing in Malaysia and whom i have been quite close to when we were young and who is only 20 years old (one year younder than me) is going to get married soon. Real damn soon - 3 weeks later. Imagine my horror when i first heard it. My first instinct was, oh my god why end your future by marrying a guy whom you have only known for barely 1 year! Well, though they denied that the girl was not pregnant, but i have my own doubts.

It's a pity that this girl i hate has a come-beat-me face. If not we could be the best of friends.

The weather nowadays is so damn hot im seriously dying.

Stayed at home with nothing to do and that's not a good feeling. Like im rotting my life away.

Anyways, I went to Kuishinbo with my EID mates yesterday at Suntec. Oh my the food there was heavenly and I can almost guarantee that min will love that place loads! Because it's a Japanese buffet restaurant with her favourite salmon sushi and salmon sashimiiiii! And i love that place because of its chawanmushi, dory fish and waygu beef tempayanki, ginseng scallop porridge, chocolate fondue and most importantly, the damn damn big CRAB! Free FLOW and it taste heavenly! Eugene and the other guys describe the crabs to be diabetes crabs simply because they taste so sweet! Oh my, and here goes my $42.

Im gonna chiong for the Great Singapore Sale so I have already set aside $150 bucks for shopping. Gonna chiong myself this time round cuz some of my shopping mates are already working, if not started their IA. Gonna be broke this month.

Dear'll be touching down in Singapore this mon! Ooooo but I cant go and see him until 2 to 3 days later. Swine flu gives us lots of trouble.

Wah hot la hot la weather so hot! No one to play mahjong and poker with me already!!!

First of all, presenting to you, my EID PROJECT GROUP MATES!!!!

Went out for two days consecutively until im so damn tired! Yesterday went to East Coast Park with clique, 978, hsienmeng dj and weejia for a bbq cum games session. First of all, I must admit that I am very very slack yesterday. Apologize for that because the sun is really too bloody scorching hot until i lost the mood to bbq and play games. Nevertheless, it was a fun day out

Went to Night Safari at night with bro and fel. Free. Im surprised that i still have the energy to go there. Nice trip except for the humidity. End off the day with a great supper.

Today! Went to Sentosa early in the morning with my parents via cable car. It has been a long long long time since I ever took a cable car ride. And most importantly, it's free! My favourite word. I really loved my bro's gold pass because it gives us the feeling of being a VIP. In total, we went for the Cable Car Ride, Skyride, Butterfly Park and Insect Kingdom, Dolphin Lagoon, Fort Siloso Tours, Sentosa 4D Magix (This is the most exciting one. My parents loved it.), The Merlion and Underwater World all absolutely FREE! Can you believe my luck?!

Last but not least, we went boat quay for the Singapore River Cruise and the whole of the boat has only me, my parents and another couple. Shiok until dont know what to say. Then lastly, lastly, lastly, we went to the most expensive one of all - The Singapore Flywheel. FREE again! ROARRRRRR!!!! I always have this tendency to say the Big wheel instead of flyer.

Today is indeed a damn cheap day. In fact we only spent on our dinner. Then I just managed to calculate the total amount that we were supposed to pay if we did not have the gold card. And it adds up to a whopping $444 bucks!

SHiok until bao zha!

Cant wait for dear to come back and we can walk around Singapore! Oh my, I havent lost weight. Shit. Liposuction is so scary and I dont dare to give it a try. He come back I sure kana shoot become pig one. DIE. ):

Actually i have nothing much to blog about but was requested by someone to do so.

I think some guys actually knew that last saturday, me, fm and weejia were supposed to attend this hip hop class at Studio Wu since we had this complimentary free pass. I was all so excited until the moment I reached Cityhall to meet the guys. Firstly, my attire was a complete no-no cause' I was wearing shorts. Weejia's attire even worse - AJ PE shorts (OMG). And fm wore until she's preparing to go shopping, although she did brought clothes to change. Hahhaa. As soon as we stepped into SMU, me and Weejia decided that we are not cut out for this and start to feel that we should back out. Fumin insist on going there to take a look and trying it out. Anyway to cut short, i realised fumin has grown to be much much braver than me and jia! She actually wanted to go in and try! Kudos.

Tommorow is finally the last day of EID. There will be an exhibition at Nanyang Auditorium tomorrow and professors, media and potential investors will be there to look at the products that are presented by the Mechanical and Aerospace Engineering School. Formal wear tomorrow, I cannot imagine how I will survive. High heels!! White collar long sleeve tee!! Skirt!! Goodnesssss! My heels is 3.5 inches high and the first time I wore it the balls of my feet hurts so much. But I love the heels loads and it's specially imported from Korea!

This post is only for the strong-hearted.

I still remember when i was working with vivian at SMRT last year, we happened to chance upon the word - capital punishment. Out of curiousity, we checked it out on the net and were horrified by what we saw. Even up till now, when i went back to find out the meanings, it still gives me the shudder.

Here's the different types of capital punishment used in the past: -

1) Flaying

An animal may be flayed in preparation for human consumption, or for its hide or fur; this is more commonly called skinning.

Flaying of humans is used as a method of torture or execution, depending on how much of the skin is removed. This article deals with flaying in the sense of torture and execution. This is often referred to as "flaying alive". There are also records of people flayed after death, generally as a means of debasing the corpse of a prominent enemy or criminal, sometimes related to religious beliefs (e.g. to deny an afterlife); sometimes the skin is used, again for deterrence, magical uses, etc. (i.e. scalping).

2) Slow Slicing

Slow slicing (simplified Chinese: 凌迟; traditional Chinese: 凌遲; pinyin: língchí, alternately transliterated Ling Chi or Leng T'che), also translated as the slow process, the lingering death, or death by a thousand cuts, was a form of execution used in China from roughly AD 900 to its abolition in 1905. In this form of execution, the condemned person was killed by using a knife to methodically remove portions of the body over an extended period of time. The term língchí derives from a classical description of ascending a mountain slowly.

Liu Jin (劉瑾), (?-1510), was a well-known Chinese eunuch during the Ming Dynasty. Liu was famous for being one of the most corrupt officials in Chinese history and the standing emperor for some time.

Zhengde Emperor 's living put heavy load on the people and he would refuse to receive all his ministers and ignored all their petitions. He also sanctioned the rise of eunuchs around him. Liu made some reforms such as encourage widows to marry again, against the Neo-Confucianism views that time. Many officials and other eunuchs were against him. The uprising of Prince Zhu Zhifan (安化王朱寘鐇) was to fight Liu. After the officials suppressed the uprising, an official Yang Yiqing (楊一清) persuade another enunuch Zhang Yong (張永) to report Liu plotting rebellion. Zhengde did not believe it at first and consider expel Liu to Fengyang (鳳陽). But Zhang reported many weapons in Liu's houses. The emperor then ordered Liu executed by death by a thousand cuts in three days and being cut 3,357 times. According to witness, the onlookers in Beijing bought his flesh for one qian (smallest available currency) and ate the flesh while drinking rice wine. Liu died the second day after cruel three to four hundred cuts.

According to one report, shortly before Liu was executed, 12,057,800 tael (449,750 kg) of gold and 259,583,600 tael (9,682,470 kg) of silver was taken from his residence. In 2001, the Asian Wall Street Journal placed Liu in the list of 50 wealthiest persons in the past 1,000 years.

3) Boiling to death


This penalty was carried out using a large cauldron filled with water, oil, tar, tallow or even molten lead. Sometimes the victim was immersed, the liquid then being heated, or he was plunged into the already boiling contents, usually head first. The executioner could then help speed their demise by means of a large hook with which he sank the criminal deeper. An alternative method was to use a large shallow receptacle rather than a cauldron; oil, tallow or pitch then being poured in. The victim was then partially immersed in the liquid and fried to death.


4) Disembowelment


Disembowelment (evisceration) is the removing of some or all of the vital organs, usually from the abdomen. If performed on a living creature, it is fatal in virtually all cases. It has historically been used as a severe form of capital punishment. The last organs to be removed were invariably the heart and lungs so as to keep the condemned alive (and in pain) as long as possible.


5) Cruxification


Crucifixion is an ancient method of painful execution in which the condemned person is tied or nailed to a large wooden cross (of various shapes) and left to hang until dead.






6) Impalement

Impalement as a method of torture and execution involves a person being pierced with a long stake. The penetration could be through the sides, through the rectum, through the vagina, or through the mouth. This method leads to a painful death, sometimes taking days. The stake would often be planted in the ground, leaving the impaled person suspended to die.
In some forms of impalement, the stake would be inserted so as to avoid immediate death, and would function as a plug to prevent blood loss. After preparation of the victim, including public torture and rape, the victim was stripped and an incision was made in the groin between the genitals and rectum. A stout pole with a blunt end was inserted. The blunt end would push vital organs to the side where a sharp end would pierce them, hastening death. A conveniently suitable branch was often used.


The pole would often come out of the body at the top of the sternum and be placed against the lower jaw so that the victim would not slide farther down the pole. Often, the victim was hoisted into the air after partial impalement. Gravity and the victim's own struggles would cause them to slide down the pole.






7) Dismemberment

Dismemberment is the act of cutting, tearing, pulling, wrenching or otherwise removing, the limbs of a living thing. It may be practiced upon human beings as a form of capital punishment, as a result of a traumatic accident, or in connection with murder, suicide, or cannibalism. As opposed to surgical amputation of the limbs, dismemberment is often fatal to all but the simplest of creatures.

8) Sawing

Sawing is a method of torture and execution.
The condemned was hung upside down and then sawed apart down the middle, starting at the rectum. Since the condemned was hanging upside-down, the brain received a continuous blood supply in spite of severe bleeding. The condemned would remain alive and conscious until the saw severed the major blood vessels of the abdomen, and sometimes even longer. In Asian countries, the condemned stood up while constrained and sawing started at the head. According to some religious histories, the prophet Isaiah was executed in this manner.

Well, there's another scary thing which i would like to check out, but lack the courage to. I heard in Japan, the Japanese squeeze these kittens into a glass/plastic bottle and rear them inside. These kittens were fed water and food only by a straw inserted inside. And because of the limited space given to the kittens, they were grown deformed. Heart-aching. Yea, the Japanese AGAIN.

EID Group

Have been going back to school almost everyday for EID Project.. and finally the worst part - business plan, is done. Kudos to all the guys cause' they are really pro-sters despite being in engineering! Well, im very ashamed to say that i did almost nothing and have been of no help. Ahh. We were stating in our biz plan that as a start off, we will have to have a loan of S$200,000 from the bank and in order to break even in 1.5 years, we have to sell 9000 units every month in retail stores, novelty stores etc. So in conclusion, our product is actually a failed business. HAhahaa but who cares. Anyhow boast the figures i think the professors also wont care. =P Then because me and joyce are the PR managers, we are supposed to bring in money for the company because according to the guys, PR managers socialise with the businessman by going to bed with them. THAT was one crude comment but interesting. HahhaaA.

I quite like my group members. They are all one hip and funny group. And not forgetting the guys are sooooo sooo soooo cam-whorers. Now i have a scandal partner. Omg.

Tomorrow going for hip hop class at Studio Wu with min and weejia. I think we will make a fun of ourselves. Im kinda looking forward to it. HhahahaA.

"ling!!!! rik coming back!!!"

What would be your interpretation of this sms sent to me a few hours ago by sel? My first interpretation was "HUH!? He came back already ahhh?! I thought supposed to be in June?"

Well, sel actually meant to ask me when is rik coming back. Made me excited for a moment. =P

Went for Seok's 21st Bdae Celebration yesterday. Actually i thought it was more like a eat-together-cum-talk-crap session. HaHHA i must really praise the buffet caterer - Creative. The food is just so damn nice! Never really had a chance to talk to seok.. i dont see her talking much anyway leh. And that lao jia kept asking me if seok is happy. I think she should be happy la! So many relatives and friends came! If it's my own party i dont even have any relatives to invite. LOL.

I think the most paiseh part was the singing of the birthday song part and if im not wrong there's also the au lang syne song right? I find it rather funny hahahhaa. Seok managed to handle it well!

My mum was asking me to hold my bdae at a chalet. Then i told her might as well at Community Centre can sing karaoke and play tennis and dance hip hop at the same time. Kill all birds with one stone. Eeeee chalet is definitely out.

This is Muffin! Felicia's precious rabbit and he's such a dearrr! Will miss him badly once he left in a few days time. Ahhhhh. ):

M-U-F-F-I-N B-O-Y!!