Yesterday midnight was a crazy one for me. I was so stressful that my heart kept thumping even hours before 12 midnight. In fact, I was already feeling like this ever since the 19th of May - when my last paper ends. There is this MP4005 Fluid Dynamics paper which caused me hell. It caused me one grade lower for my degree and then this semester, it was a killer paper. I believe I have no reason to pass this paper because although my paper was 80% done, but none of the answers were right. Being drove to desperation during the paper, I even wrote ridiculous stuffs like pV = nRT and V = velocity. I was so affected by it that I broke down quite a few times.
But anyway, I have already prepared to face up to whatever the results will be. I have even made plans on my next course of action should I really fail this paper and resulting in me being unable to graduate. My mum was also very anxious and she stayed up with me the whole night just so to see my results. So at the strike of 12 yesterday midnight, I mustered up all the courage I have and clicked on my results. Even though I did not do exceptionally well for the other subjects (which I feel I should, and I will again send in appeal again), but I managed to pass that killer module! And I am able to atttend the convocation and graduate! Mad happy and I can see that my mum is also happy for me too. And another surprise was that my FYP actually got an A-! I thought this FYP was screwed up but I did well for it. Prof Lau, thanks!
So so happy that nothing can describe how I feel now. My mum even asked me to book studio for photography after I graduate. Yea! :)
The only regret now is, I am just 0.04 points away to one grade up for my degree. Will try my best to fight for it. But even if it stays this way, it doesn't matter anymore because to me what is most important is that I am able to get out of NTU. FINALLY. I have been waiting for this day since 4 years ago!
