So my exam is just in a week's time and I am still not prepared for it yet. Dread studying so much and I am actually looking forward to the last day of exam, which means an end to my university life! Can't wait for it to happen, and you can imagine how much I hated uni :)
So I finally handed in my Final Year Report to my professor on Friday after some editing which he only sent me the day before the deadline. How good right -.- And I had to cab my way down to school because by the time he smsed me it was already noon, and he wanted me to submit it to him before 3pm. Well done.
Spent like $60 printing 2 copies of the goddamn report, with like more than half of it in color. Seriously I think the school overcharge us for the color printing, $0.50/piece! Well, so just on that Friday alone, I have already spent almost $80 on the reports plus cab. Super broke.
And so, I told my mum the real reason why I had wanted to quit teaching tuition. I think no one knows the real reason, not even my boyfriend. I kept it to myself because I am not comfortable saying it out. When she heard my reasons, she was quite shocked initially. Then she kept asking me if there is anything to do to make it better. Then I told her that the chances are really slim, although not entirely impossible. At that point of time, I felt really guilty, like I have let her down. This time round, she did not tell me that it's okay. She kept quiet. I felt the disappointment in her..
What I want to tell my parents is.. I am sorry I have not done well enough. You need not be proud of me.
