♥ Thy Lady

I feel that my blog is all so blank. Really can't stand the unsightly sight of it. And with dj and weejia in camp most of the time, there is no one to tag my blog. Not to mention fumin, i think she has got nothing to tag also. Duh.

My contract at Olympus Singapore as a temporary administrative assistant will be ending soon, that is on the 4th of june. Which means, i have to start finding a job now. But recently, i have been flipping through the papers, and all i can find is telemarkeeters, admin staffs, data entry all kinds of things. Seriously speaking, i have considered being a telemarketeer before, cause' i thought it was quite fun, but the thought of the meagre pay just makes me give up being one.

I think i will be very emotional on the last day in olympus. Unknowingly, I have spent half a year there. To speak the truth, i did not like my job there initially. But it's only during recently that i start to like it. I must really consider myself lucky, with so many people taking care of me. It's just so fun working with this bunch of people. Sometimes, merely by just listening to their conversation makes me laugh. I think, it's true that we only learn to cherish things when we are about to lose them.

Had corporate dinner at Vienna yesterday. The food there is ok, and i think i drank more than what i ate. Not drinks, but soup. My colleagues even called me "Soup King". Haha. Then the thing that i felt the most regretful was i missed shaking hands with the second boss. Ah. Then, Irina sent us home. 3 managers, 1 accounts executive, and one temp staff(that's me) in the car. They talked about conpany's things, like which customer's company is the richest, who came for the agents' meeting.. Then when my 2 managers got down of the car, one person(i shall not name) said sth which made me very very very very x 10 pissed. And it affected me so much i kept thinking about it for the whole night. I felt truly insulted. I know that person did not mean it, but i have never been so insulted before. And the thing is, it isnt even true in the first place.

Somtimes i think, that im born with a hard life. That it's fate that i have to work extra hard to achieve what i want. That i constantly have to face failures, even after slogging my guts out. That the people around me are more fortunate than me. That even by not working hard can make them achieve what they want. I have many concrete examples to list. And if i list it down here, many people will be on the list. I hate it this way. It's Not Fair.

By the way, i hate it when people do not reply to my smses. I have a list of people who constantly do not reply to my smses every now and then. It's Rude. And it always gives me that who-do-you-think-you-are feeling.

Sounds like im grumbling now. Guess this is the result of all the pent-up feelings in me. Now i felt so relaxed, after blogging all my feelings out. :)