School. Uni life. I wonder how much longer i can hold on. Almost broke down these few days.. there are just too much work and lots of concepts to understand. And the thing is the amount of concepts that we dont understand just keeps on piling up because there isnt much time for us to go through them. On top of that, there's this lab formal report that we are supposed to do. Now no one is there to help me, and i have to face this bravely myself.

Fumin, i miss u. I wish you were there for me, at least i can complain to you and then call you in the middle of the night to ask you maths or science questions.

I was reading fumin's blog, and i realised i miss those times in aj too.. Shall also blog about what i miss.

- Coming to sch very early in the morning and seeing weejia walking in that forever slow pace.
- Sitting down at the parade square with weijing and weejia and crapping bout' lame stuffs, then observing people as they walked past.
- Secretly looking at iceman.
- Dozing off in lectures, especially maths.
- Fumin's mentos to wake us up, and we would pinch each other to keep awake.
- Salt's high-pitched voice, and her way of calling my name.
- Mr Ng's constant knocking on the board with his marker.
- Daljit's pink "shou tao" outfit which made me and fumin laughed for a good whole 2 hrs, and her "Alright okay.", plus her constant nagging at us to read the newspapers.
- Mr Sanuse's 2+6 own time own target
- William chua's pouch, and not forgetting his packet of coffee every morning. PLUS his sunglasses. Haha
- Chinese lectures.. where every thurs, me and fumin will go into the lecture hall early to play with the mike. Imitate the lecturers' actions and then singing out loud.
- Not listening to chinese lectures, because it was total crap.
- Always packing our things to go for break even before the lecturer had finished teaching.
- When the bell rang, and the 3 girls behind would be gone. (Tw, Kl and Krys)
- DJ's way of sleeping in lectures, then me and fumin will be laughing at him from behind. And fumin will kick his chair to wake him up.
- Weejia drawing and writing weird things on our lecture notes.
- Seok Hwee's cold jokes.
- Mugging outside LT.
- Kboxing with usual clique.

There are lots and lots of things i miss..

Getting very emotional.. there are some things i dont wish to say. I would rather keep it inside me, because i know no one would understand. Perhaps as time pass by, i would learn to like it. I hope i dont make the wrong decision once i have decided on it.

Anyway, i just heard a shocking news from my mum. It made me wonder what has become to girls now. Modern girls. They dont cherish themselves.. and they dont think of the consequences..

Shall end here. :)

Ppl are rushing me to update my blog.. But the thing is my time is really tight. I have tons and tons of tutorials, and many notes to read, because i think im still quite behind. Esp physics. Physics really sucks. I hate it. Kind of regret studying engineering, cause' it's all physics concepts. Cant stand it, but i have to endure. 4 years!! Besides that, "somebody" is taking up most of my time too, and i have to set aside some time for... Haha.

Yesterday had an aj clique outing to bugis. Everybody felt so happy and excited when we saw each other.. It really feels good to be able to get down together and talk about stuffs.. and updating each other on things in school. Seems like everyone has changed in one way or another. And as usual, the 5 of us were laughing and talking as loud as usual, like nobody's business. After the bitching around session, we went shopping at bugis village. And they made me wear dress. Dress! Then i will be like busy covering up some parts that are censored. In the end i was the "big winner", cause' i spent the most money. Got labelled "HOT" by them, simply because the skirt i bought was short, - which i dont think so. Then seok kept on telling me that i have changed, and im jiahan no.2, because i wore hot shorts. Hot is not the word for me la. Haha, i will puke.

Anyway, weijing already saw and knew who is "somebody" already. And i still cant believe she actually thinks "somebody" is not bad.

This is for jerrand. BOY, dont so tiko leh. Everytime look for hotties. Then want to sit near that cutie. HAHAHA!

Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. And yet "somebody" kept telling everyone im rich, which is an obvious lie. Lolz.