Just came back from a shopping spree with seok, min and jing. I guess we are getting a little too old cause' we complained of the tiredness barely like after only 1.5 hrs of shopping. We used to shop for the whole day at bugis w/o even complaining remember?!

I met up earlier with min to go to city plaza before meeting the other two. Actually the apparels at cityplaza is just alright only eh, nothing much/nice. Me and fumin were so bloody tired after shopping there that we decided to go for a massage. Yeah a massage. On a massage chair. LOL. $1 massage chair. Shiok until we feel like slotting in another $1 and continue the massage.

I told fumin some of my thoughts when she asked me of it. Seriously, im not so sure now. I always thought i know where im going and what i want. But now, even if it were to happen, i cannot be 100% sure that i will say yes. I envy those couples around me and even on the train when i see lovely dovey couples, i cant help but feel envious. I cannot be sure whether you are the one now, and whether or not i want to continue walking with you. I only know that time is precious and i cant afford to lose anymore time. When the golden timing has passed and it's time to move on to another stage, nothing can bring back the feelings anymore.

Casting the unhappy things aside, the shopping spree today lasted surprisingly short. Within 2 hours we had already finised shopping at bugis street and bugis junction. I bought only a dress and fumin a dress and a top. Really broke record cuz im usually a big buyer.

Then we had our dinner at MOF. It's a Japanese restaurant with nice ambience and nice food! Thumbs up for the restaurant. Especially their dessert! Have the xin fu feeling after eating it. Felt so happy! I'll definitely dine there again next time. (:

Well well well, exams finally came to an end yesterday. Kinda free now, but i'be heading down to Popular later on to help my tuition kid buy her English assessment.

I guess i already knew how i am going to fare in this exam and i have to make myself feel prepared for the worst. Endless tears while studying in this course.

Anyways, im so happy that i will be meeting my girls this thursday for shoppinnnngggg!!! Missss shopping lots lots and my mum kept nagging me not to spend anymore money on shopping. Well, it depends on my mood then. Wahahaa. Weijing was suggesting to me the other day that we should go and eat steamboat after that. Hmmmm, fumin, u heard that?

Now im very very set on exercising and and watching my diet. Hahaaa. I hope the rain stops later so i can have a run. Even short run is better than no run. I dont wanna stay like this forever! :)

Trying to research some stuffs about online blogshops..

Anyway, i am shortlisted for an interview with Singapore Power. Kind of surprised they shortlisted me for interview, i guess maybe my cca in uni helps in my resume. Hahaaa. Very very scared but i hope i can pull through the interview! My best ability is to talk cock.

I want to play mahjong?! NUS girls still having exam! HURRY UP FINISH IT!

After 2 years, you finally told me something that made me realise all my efforts could go down the drain in the end. And that you still chose to believe that all i want was just to have more control over you. If you choose to believe this, then i have nothing to say. When do i have a say, anyway?

It really pains my heart to hear this. I have already wasted so much of my time, and i am not going to waste anymore time on you. You made me want to hate you more and more each day.

A person's patience has got a limit.

I will be having 2 papers consecutively this wed, thurs and friday. Somehow, i feel myself slacking a little ever since the day before. In fact i dont know how to continue studying anymore. Because i have finished doing all the past year papers and i can only re-do it now. But but but, why do i still feel so unprepared?

I miss shopping loads. LOADS. I miss bitching around with all my friends! MISS!

Just happened to think about something just now. Have you ever had best friends in primary/secondary school, but only to behave like strangers now? Not say strangers, but almost like unfamiliar with each other anymore. Even on the streets when you guys saw each other, it feels a little awkward to talk about stuffs. Luckily im still in close contact with my jc friends. :)

Read mong's blog a while back. Realised his command of the language is really very powerful. And all he wrote is those political stuffs that i have already lost touch with ever since i graduated from JC. LOL. Simply cannot be compared to this mong. And why did he call himself mong? Fishmonger? Thought he wanted to be a fireman. HahAaa.

Im feeling all so borrrreeeeddd!

Everyday wake up at 830am to study!

Why why why life is so hard. Grumbleeeee. I can go crazy anytime.

I just hope exams are over fast!

Bad Mood because of a Bad Day. Bad Day because of a goddamn stupid Exam today. Stupid Exam because it's a repeated history of Physics I paper last year. A repeated history because it's a bloody killer paper. Once again, i would like to emphasize that open book exam is equivalent to suicide. Simply no time no time to flip through the tons of notes brought into the exam hall and the questions were hell for the first part. Second part was rather do-able. The first part!! Comprises of a hell 50 marks! 4 questions for that part and i did not even complete one. Why, cause its all drawings and i couldnt see a damn thing out of the plan and elevation view. Even the sectional view im not quite sure about it, though for every question i refused to leave it blank so i drew construction lines and some shape out of it which i think was all crap. Well done professors. You guys have once again done it! Damn.

Now i can only hope that i dont flunk this paper, though this exam carries only 50% (the other 50% is CA - which i can safely say i have done well). BUT BUT BUT, the bloody professor again states clearly that if they see that your CA is very good but the exam is like shit, they will pull down the CA marks. What the hell. It's so unfair, cant people do well in CA but badly in exam??

Seriously scared will flunk this paper ahhhh! Even if dont flunk but got a C- or D+ also considered dying. : (

I can only pray for this sem. 6 goddamn papers, and all are like hell.

Im going to prove to weejia that 2 consecutive posts is not equivalent to 2 weeks of drought! HaHahA!

Anyway the stupid Industrial Attachment thing is such a waste of my precious time! To think the application is just one week before our exams! So busy studying and at the same time have to worry and think about which organisation to choose and whatsoever. I was quite surprised with myself that i treated my attachment quite seriously. Gone through the company's profile and finally enlisted 8 choices. Though some job scopes are not what i am interested in, but i guess the company's reputation is good enough. Consulted rik's opinion and he urged me to choose levi strauss as my first choice interviewing company, but in the end i did not choose that. Reason because my brother told me that if i really get in, i will confirm plus chop kana get scolded by the people over there, because the job scope is all about business and i know almost nothing, plus they will need me to write engineering programs, which im very very lousy at. I once wrote a program with 40 errors. LOL. Broke record. Also thinking of chooing ExxonMobil initially, but my brother kept asking me not to compete with others.. cuz it's really very competitive. But the thing is i like to choose and see if i get in through interview. If i get in, then the "wah shiok ah" feeling will come. Although im seriously not interested in any of their job scopes, HahAhAA.

These are my 8 choices in order:

Interviewing Company: Singapore Power Limited

Non-Interviewing Companies: Schneider Electric South East Asia (HQ) Limited

Schneider Electric South East Asia (HQ) Limited

Civil Aviation of Singapore

Civil Aviation of Singapore

Singapore Press Holdings

Shinryo Corporation

Land Transport Authority of Singapore

StuDY StUDY StuDY!!! Have been sleeping at 3am every night and waking up at 8.30 am. This semester is really a crisis.

This post is for my own reference :)

Roughly one more week to the first paper! And the first paper is my most most most hated module - Engineering graphics and machine elements! MP2001!!!! Followed on the second paper of the week will be mathematics 3, which im quite ok with.

So right now my plans are as follows:

Saturday (Today) - Doing kinematics last question of tutorial 10, read up on graphics and machine elements second part of notes (Hopefully can complete by today and start third part of notes)

Sunday - Start/Continue with graphics third part of notes. Complete it.

Monday - Start doing graphics past year papers and start/finish revising on maths 3.

Tuesday - Start maths 3 past year papers

Wednesday - Revise all on kinematics and start past year papers

Thurs - Revise all on fluids

Fri - Start fluids past year papers

Sat - Finish all kinematics and fluids. Continue revising back on graphics.

Sun - Graphics and maths 3

WooHoo! Well i finally made a last-minute decision to withdraw out of my hall. Guess what, i used up only 10mins of my time to decide on this. Seriously i dont fancy hall life, which i always thought is so fun and time-saving. But i was all wrong. I missed home and it's really not fun at all. Now come to think of it, i would rather spend the 1 hr 15mins travelling home everyday rather than to return to the nobody-wants-to-care-about-me and no-friends hall to stay. Home is still the best! :)

Met up with jiahe for discussion on MP2011 graphics drawing on monday. Thought he could teach me what i dont know but in the end we both gong gong dont know anything. Lol. So we went to look for one of the Associate Professor to teach us but in the end we still dont know what he is explaining. In the end, because im really left with no choice, i smsed this guy from china who's really a nice nice guy and asked him to teach me. All the while for graphics i have always been sitting beside him for the whole goddamn 3 hours copying his work. And he's really nice enough to take out time to teach me!! Yupps so i will be meeting him this thurs and i hope i learn enough from him. Just afraid that he will explode because im stupid enough hahhaaa. Anyway, he seriously seriously looks like the korean guy bae yong jun. Not i say only hor, is a lot a lot of people also say that. NICE GUY!

Actually a lot of china students are nice people. So far the china friends i made are all so helpful. Intelligent and helpful. Dont mind making friends with them. WahahaA.

Managed to like clear most of the tutorials for my modules.. So feeling less depressed already. Starting to see some hope in front.

Meeting up with min and weejia for sushi later!! After sushi go back home for mugginggggg MoDeeee. Maybe i should be doing kinematics later.