Im feeling all so borrrreeeeddd!

Everyday wake up at 830am to study!

Why why why life is so hard. Grumbleeeee. I can go crazy anytime.

I just hope exams are over fast!

Bad Mood because of a Bad Day. Bad Day because of a goddamn stupid Exam today. Stupid Exam because it's a repeated history of Physics I paper last year. A repeated history because it's a bloody killer paper. Once again, i would like to emphasize that open book exam is equivalent to suicide. Simply no time no time to flip through the tons of notes brought into the exam hall and the questions were hell for the first part. Second part was rather do-able. The first part!! Comprises of a hell 50 marks! 4 questions for that part and i did not even complete one. Why, cause its all drawings and i couldnt see a damn thing out of the plan and elevation view. Even the sectional view im not quite sure about it, though for every question i refused to leave it blank so i drew construction lines and some shape out of it which i think was all crap. Well done professors. You guys have once again done it! Damn.

Now i can only hope that i dont flunk this paper, though this exam carries only 50% (the other 50% is CA - which i can safely say i have done well). BUT BUT BUT, the bloody professor again states clearly that if they see that your CA is very good but the exam is like shit, they will pull down the CA marks. What the hell. It's so unfair, cant people do well in CA but badly in exam??

Seriously scared will flunk this paper ahhhh! Even if dont flunk but got a C- or D+ also considered dying. : (

I can only pray for this sem. 6 goddamn papers, and all are like hell.

Im going to prove to weejia that 2 consecutive posts is not equivalent to 2 weeks of drought! HaHahA!

Anyway the stupid Industrial Attachment thing is such a waste of my precious time! To think the application is just one week before our exams! So busy studying and at the same time have to worry and think about which organisation to choose and whatsoever. I was quite surprised with myself that i treated my attachment quite seriously. Gone through the company's profile and finally enlisted 8 choices. Though some job scopes are not what i am interested in, but i guess the company's reputation is good enough. Consulted rik's opinion and he urged me to choose levi strauss as my first choice interviewing company, but in the end i did not choose that. Reason because my brother told me that if i really get in, i will confirm plus chop kana get scolded by the people over there, because the job scope is all about business and i know almost nothing, plus they will need me to write engineering programs, which im very very lousy at. I once wrote a program with 40 errors. LOL. Broke record. Also thinking of chooing ExxonMobil initially, but my brother kept asking me not to compete with others.. cuz it's really very competitive. But the thing is i like to choose and see if i get in through interview. If i get in, then the "wah shiok ah" feeling will come. Although im seriously not interested in any of their job scopes, HahAhAA.

These are my 8 choices in order:

Interviewing Company: Singapore Power Limited

Non-Interviewing Companies: Schneider Electric South East Asia (HQ) Limited

Schneider Electric South East Asia (HQ) Limited

Civil Aviation of Singapore

Civil Aviation of Singapore

Singapore Press Holdings

Shinryo Corporation

Land Transport Authority of Singapore

StuDY StUDY StuDY!!! Have been sleeping at 3am every night and waking up at 8.30 am. This semester is really a crisis.

This post is for my own reference :)

Roughly one more week to the first paper! And the first paper is my most most most hated module - Engineering graphics and machine elements! MP2001!!!! Followed on the second paper of the week will be mathematics 3, which im quite ok with.

So right now my plans are as follows:

Saturday (Today) - Doing kinematics last question of tutorial 10, read up on graphics and machine elements second part of notes (Hopefully can complete by today and start third part of notes)

Sunday - Start/Continue with graphics third part of notes. Complete it.

Monday - Start doing graphics past year papers and start/finish revising on maths 3.

Tuesday - Start maths 3 past year papers

Wednesday - Revise all on kinematics and start past year papers

Thurs - Revise all on fluids

Fri - Start fluids past year papers

Sat - Finish all kinematics and fluids. Continue revising back on graphics.

Sun - Graphics and maths 3

WooHoo! Well i finally made a last-minute decision to withdraw out of my hall. Guess what, i used up only 10mins of my time to decide on this. Seriously i dont fancy hall life, which i always thought is so fun and time-saving. But i was all wrong. I missed home and it's really not fun at all. Now come to think of it, i would rather spend the 1 hr 15mins travelling home everyday rather than to return to the nobody-wants-to-care-about-me and no-friends hall to stay. Home is still the best! :)

Met up with jiahe for discussion on MP2011 graphics drawing on monday. Thought he could teach me what i dont know but in the end we both gong gong dont know anything. Lol. So we went to look for one of the Associate Professor to teach us but in the end we still dont know what he is explaining. In the end, because im really left with no choice, i smsed this guy from china who's really a nice nice guy and asked him to teach me. All the while for graphics i have always been sitting beside him for the whole goddamn 3 hours copying his work. And he's really nice enough to take out time to teach me!! Yupps so i will be meeting him this thurs and i hope i learn enough from him. Just afraid that he will explode because im stupid enough hahhaaa. Anyway, he seriously seriously looks like the korean guy bae yong jun. Not i say only hor, is a lot a lot of people also say that. NICE GUY!

Actually a lot of china students are nice people. So far the china friends i made are all so helpful. Intelligent and helpful. Dont mind making friends with them. WahahaA.

Managed to like clear most of the tutorials for my modules.. So feeling less depressed already. Starting to see some hope in front.

Meeting up with min and weejia for sushi later!! After sushi go back home for mugginggggg MoDeeee. Maybe i should be doing kinematics later.

Hahahaha! I gave my blog a new look again! Hope that the bandwidth exceeded wallpaper dont pop out again.

Special thanks to my bro's gf - felicia for helping me revamp my whole blog! I love it. :)Anyway exams are coming in like exactly 2 weeks time. Very very scared but at the same time i want it to be over soon soon soon. Hated exams ever since i was born. Lots of competitions and disgusting faces i will see in the exam hall or after the release of results. Have to start finding my industrial attachment already! Hope i get a good one though.

Oh yahhhh. Im very set on opening my own online boutique selling chic apparels after my exams. Have been thinking about this for so long. So yups, right after my exams i will start looking for my own suppliers. I dont wanna get my goods from cityplaza or in singapore cuz everyone is doing that and i want my shop to be totally different from others. I mean, that's the selling point ma. Hahaa. Have been asking rik to help me look out in U.S and his contacts in china.

Recently i found out this online boutique and i love the way they present their online shop as well as their collection of clothes. So different!

Girls can go take a look!

modparade.livejournal.com

Here are some that i frequented often!

http://voguefemme.livejournal.com/

http://jennnsy.livejournal.com/

http://misscarlet.livejournal.com/

http://missypixie.livejournal.com/

http://stylebeyond.livejournal.com/

vanitystyle.livejournal.com

OkOkkkkKKkkk, im gonna go back to mugging mode again. MP2011!!! STUpiD module full of shitty drawing.

Was feeling rather depressed these weeks, especially recently that i missed out on a lot of 21st birthday parties and most importantly the qing gong yan last sun. SCHOOL WORK. Biggest reason why im feeling so low. Dont wish to elaborate on it anymore. I just want to graduate fast.

I guess most/all of the girls in my clique dislike university life, judging from the amount of complaints i gather from them. Reasons like work, friends etc. Then today it came to a point that i realised friends are not easy to come by, especially those you can trust for life, those that will not purposely hide things from you so that they can do better. It really sucks to feel this way. Really sickening to see that a friend, and somemore is the only person i hang out most often with in school. By keeping the tutorial answers to yourself and not sharing with others doesnt mean that you will do better. Sickening arsehole. To think i treat you as my friend. If i had a choice, and if i had made more friends in MAE. Ass, i will prove to you i can do better. I should thank you for provoking me instead.

I love my friends. MY FRIENDS! Although all of you are too busy to meet up for dinner/shopping nowadays, but we all understand we are there for each other! Even if we only meet up once a month, we can still crap like hell. That's what friends are for!

Feel like eating KFC. Duhhh.

Saw a friend's pic and she slim down alot alot. Sexy already. Wonder when it will be my turn. Weejia, you ORD already right! Want go running anot. LOLLL. I can only think of you when it comes to sports. Hahhahaa.

Hahaha guys! Okok i know some of you are cursing at me, to the extent my tagboard is becoming more and more lively. LOL. Actually im very busy now but since there's people grumbling so i might as well just update some stuffs here.

28th February 2009 was the Grand Finals of Impresario and it was a success! I wouldnt say it was a great success because our tickets werent all sold out. But im glad to say that the event was a grand one. Positive comments could be heard(but i dont know why my clique think ok only leh) hahhaa. Anyway the one thing that i was really not happy with that day was my role. Seriously sucks like shit. I think i should be given more important roles instead of like waiting at the carpark to fetch the VIPs, then throughout the show i was like sitting at the back watching because i had practically nothing to do. Yea you would think that that's what the chief business manager should be doing right, ordering my other people around then slack like what weejia said. But no, i expect more challenging stuffs. But truthfully, throughout the whole event, i was thinking back about how we worked hard together to bring this Grand Finals here. It wasnt a very easy task, in fact it was a lot a lot of hard work that make this possible. No doubt there were conflicts internally so much so i was at a point of giving up then. But looking at the Grand Finals that we have brought to everyone, the effort was all worthwhile. Felt a little sad that Impresario 2009 is brought to an end.

Anyway, after our last committee meeting last tuesday, me, peiwen and jimmy were sitting at the macdonalds chatting for a good long 2 hours into the midnight. We were discussing whether we should re-run impresario 2010. Then i told peiwen that if we were to decide to re-run, then our top 7 positions will have to be formed latest before june and she totally agreed. That's because cash sponsors like COMPASS or RIAS will require the proposal to be sent in 1 year in advance. For me, im very keen on re-running Impresario 2010 although i have industrial attachment next sem. Still thinking of whether i should take up the vice-chair or let others take while i join the programmer side. LOL.

Recently heard a very very very bloody comment by one guy in our committee saying that the sponsors that biz mags found are quite little. I would just like to say this - If you are so good, DO IT YOURSELF. STOP giving comments when you DONT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL.

Really pissed off when i first heard that.

Weejia, you can consider joining the committee with me la. I will be interviewing you if i re-run again. LOL.

Ok la enough said. i gotta study my lecture notes for the bloody transistor switches already. BOOOO.